New Diagnosis, New Hope
I was not diagnosed until 1998, but I struggled with
mood disorders for years, and I think I probably had ADHD as a child.
Over the years, during depressive periods, I made three attempts at
suicide. Somehow I managed to raise two children through it all, and
my husband of 28 years never left my side, despite the fact that he
had never dealt with brain disorders before.
Even though I began treatment for this illness in
1998, I still struggled with the illness as we had very few support
groups our area. I found much of my support on-line, and made many
friends how were struggling just as I was.
Having been a writer, (mainly of poetry) from
childhood, I began recording my feelings and pain in poetry form. I
began sharing them with close friends who encouraged me to have them
published. After having several individual poems accepted for
publication in a few literary magazines, I published my first full
length book in August of last year. At the present time, I am
polishing up manuscript #2. As a result of my struggles and recovery,
I have "made the local papers", been interviewed on T.V. and
have been asked to speak to a few local groups.
I am now facilitator of a new DBSA group in our
area, and I do extensive work with other mental health organizations.
I have also begun a social club for adult singles with mood disorders.
I am amazed at what can be done when you seek the treatment needed to
cope with these illnesses. My theme these days has become: "never
give up your dreams!"