The most important thing for people to know is that even in your hardest times, there is more to life than nothing at all. Life is a worthy challenge one must always meet.

In my life, as a 17-year old I was caught, struggling for freedom in what felt like a losing battle--I was my own worst enemy. I have a form of depression called dysthymia. My self-imposed isolation and low academic standing (due to my inability to concentrate) left me no hope for the future. My life was an emotional roller coaster without a harness.

I had always been a solemn child with undiagnosed depression. Yet at the end of my freshman year in high school, I began to sink rapidly. The pain and suffering lasted until the beginning of my senior year although I had previously been in therapy. Now I realized - only with the help of my doctors and parents - that I could make my life better. Improvements started as soon as I accepted help and treatment. In summer school I maintained a 90 average, and my communication skills improved.

Starting my senior year, I handled my classes with ease. I did not miss any assignments, and the teachers had a lot of confidence in me. Then the tragedy of September 11 happened, and I watched the people around me become as depressed as I had once been. When I tried to be positive, people looked at me as if I was crazy. Once again, my dysthymia took control. I missed work and my grades dropped. This time I was determined not be defeated. I needed to tell the world (or at least my school) that I knew no one was alone in being affected by the events.

I wrote an article for my school newspaper on depression after the 11th. The article explained that depression is common after a tragedy. I included quotes from a medical expert and quotes from suffering students. My article gave insight to staff and students in understanding that to fight depression we must all work together. It was my mission not only to raise myself up but also to help others in my predicament. I decided that I would try to set an example to show people that they could overcome their difficulties. My schedule is now full of classes that I need to take to graduate on time with honors, as well as classes that enrich my high school experience. I see this as one of the greatest achievements of my life.

I realize now what is most important is to put in an effort and have a strong spirit. Life may not be easy or simple. Through one of the hardest parts of my life, I have gotten the support that I need. My parents are there for me and now I can be there for them. I am motivated to make my life better. I have learned that there is no reason good enough to ever to give up on life or hope.

Now, after being on medication for over 6 months, I am starting college in September and I believe that life will improve from here on. If my life could get better, so can someone else’s. Never give up when faced with hard times.